  I wrote this song as a message.  There are many in the #trax scene today
who dislike, despise, or hate me for whatever reason.  I don't blame them,
and I don't deny the majority of the accusations aimed at me.  I do, however,
feel that the people who are persecuting me with their actions rather than
words, are wrong.
  If I have wronged you, talk to me.  Oftentimes I have been known to lack 
tact or act without thinking.  I really mean no harm.  I want things to be  
back the way they were for me when I enjoyed the music scene.  They aren't
the same anymore.  I log on to find bans placed on me when I wasn't even
around.  People register my nick and ghost kill me, and have registered the
channel I used to help people with music theory questions in.  Rumors are
constantly being spread, and it just isn't enjoyable to participate anymore.
  I still have friends in the scene.  I want to be able to see them, and
I want to remain an active member of the scene.  I'm not an incredible
tracker, but I feel that I contribute my own small something.
  All I ask that is if you have a problem with me, ignore me, or even better,
confront me.  Maybe we can work out a misunderstanding, or at least I can
find some way to apologize or pay you back.
  Is that so much?  

                            Happy Holidays,
                                           T.J. Lerner, "Vegas".
